I started taking my most recent set of dance classes feeling like a bit of a scam. I was part of a volunteer program that had a limited budget assigned for educational endeavors – payment for a class, workshop or to build skills in other ways. Friends took classes on gentrification, or paid for workshops on web development. Instead, I managed to convince the person in charge of the money that I already had enough book knowledge but should take some jazz dance classes at a local studio.
I felt like a fraud, weaseling my way into something I didn’t deserve.
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“Who can discern his errors?
Declare me innocent from hidden faults
Keep your servant also from presumptuous sins
Let them not have dominion over me!
Then I shall be blameless
and innocent of great transgression.”
We see two errors revealed here which the psalmist seeks freedom from: hidden faults and presumptuous sins. Unknown unknowns, that is, and willful ignorances.
The psalmist wants freedom from both but they require slightly different approaches to be free from social shame and personal entrapment to sin.
Continue reading Psalm Psnippet 19: How to be Innocent
I picked up Resurrection and the Moral Order (Oliver O’Donovan) in seminary, knowing that I wasn’t going to get to it anytime soon. It kept coming up and had a reputation as a huge, important book for understanding the study of ethics from a Christian perspective. So I got it, and set it aside, knowing that eventually I’d long to return to the well of academic discourse.
That’s where I am now.
Continue reading A Book About One Thing: Resurrection and Moral Order
From verse 6 on, God is described almost as a Greek god: chilling up in heaven until the cry of his faithful reaches him. Then he realizes: “oh, right” – throws lightning bolts, rides clouds and rescues his people. The psalm is full of anthropomorphisms like this, descriptions of God as a human being.
How does this make sense? God is the creator of heaven and earth, not quantifiable or containable. God is beyond us: not someone who can be out of earshot, or who wears a cloak of darkness.
In these description, God condescends to our understanding. Using Calvin’s metaphor, God speaks in baby-talk to fit our capacity. All discussions of God are fundamentally inadequate. Nothing gets close to comprehending God, even our fanciest theological and philosophical descriptions. We just have various layers of inadequacy, closer or further from the truth.
Continue reading Psalm Psnippet 18: God, more than Zeus
“You fill their [the wicked’s] womb with treasure;
They are satisfied with children,
And they leave their abundance to their infants.
As for me, I shall behold your face in righteousness;
When I awake, I shall be satisfied with your likeness.” (Ps 17:14-15)
A classic way of understanding the Old Testament says it is limited to seeing God’s blessings in material blessings: children, riches, property, security. The covenant that God makes with Abraham is to bless him and make him a great nation – to Solomon, God promises to give wealth and security because he is pleased with him.
But here the psalmist sees something different.
Continue reading Psalm Psnippet 17: To see God is more
“I say to the LORD, ‘You are my Lord/ I have no good apart from you.’”
We use extravagant language when we’re in love and that’s how this reads at first: You are my everything, the apple of my eye, the focus of all my desire.
But the psalmist isn’t just expressing the depths of his devotion to God here. He’s reflecting the fundamental nature of reality as personal and good.
The LORD (a personal name for God) is identified as the Lord over the psalmist. This is more than a formal identification – it is the establishing of a weighty relationship with rights, obligations, respect and love.
All that is good comes from God as the creator of all that is. Flowers are beautiful, that is, because God rejoices to make them that way. More than that, as Psalm 16 emphasizes, God protects his people particularly. Because of this relationship, all of the particular goods the psalmist receives he can simply identify as from God.
This cry of love is part of the psalmist reminding himself of all God’s blessings. To me it reads as someone assuring himself in a difficult time. If the Creator, the foundation of reality, is a person that you can call ‘my Lord,’ we can be certain his love will preserve us.
In my current job, we call a lot of people prophets. Progressive religious folks love to think of themselves as playing Moses proclaiming to Pharaoh: “Let my people go!”
But recently I’ve been reading Jeremiah and thinking more of the false prophets. These are the people who assured the King that everything would be well with Israel and that they could continue living in the land and oppressing the poor. They claimed victory when the enemy was besieging Jerusalem and said that a rebellion against their new rulers would prosper.
Notably, they were wrong. Regularly. But people kept listening to them and threw Jeremiah and other true prophets into cisterns, into jails and out of the city because they didn’t want to hear their message.
I think we have some false prophets in our midst today. Not just the folks that John Fea helpfully labels Court Evangelicals – though they are great examples of the category – but also people of any background who keep claiming that things are fine.
While collusion allegations grow stronger: the administration just did what all campaigns would do. When war with North Korea looms: the President is demonstrating strength, the only language that Kim Jong Un understands. When our President has trouble condemning Nazis: he is just trying to bring our nation together and adequately apportion blame.
Such consistent lapses in moral reasoning are a sign of false prophecy. When they are a regular part of a political party’s public stance – as is inevitable when a party needs to defend its morally bankrupt leader – that is a sign that the party has become one of false prophecy. Biblical discernment seems to urge us to stop giving these folks power. In our current two-party system, it is difficult to suss out exactly what that looks like but it seems imperative.
Current political life isn’t ancient Israel. Comparisons of anyone with prophets of any kind are usually a little tired. Still, we have a problem with false prophets today – people who consistently speak with a moral disingenuousness. The proper solution is true discernment: the ability to see the truth, speak it, and act accordingly. I pray that leaders of all kinds demonstrate this kind of prophetic moral voice.